驚驚!

Wooo!!! Went to thorpe park today! =P havent been there in so longgg!
but omgosh... was way tooooooo hott! im like so brown now x.x
chest hurts too >.< burnt =[
but yeah... about the title...
im gna have nightmares tonight ;( as per usual
i kinda have a phobia of rollercoasters... but like i can only go on ones that are securely tight and safe (even though all of them are really... ) but i can definately not go on drops or spinney ones >.> scares the peepee outa me xS
but even though i do go on rides like colossus and stuff, at night time when i go sleep i always still feel like im on the ride, but with no seatbelts tht sorta stuff... my first few times after tp, i would go sleep with my nan, but as im trying to be 'brave' i now would have to squeeze a cushion by my heart to keep it safe. >.<

i want to overcome my phobia and really go on those rides... but i doubt tht day will come... my soul would probs escape before i even get on those sorta rides! xD

//Zxx~