GAHH in life...

i swear im lacking nowadays... in everything... even now on blogger, i just dont have the effort and energy to do anything ><.

I just past everyday by being hooked into a tw drama or the tvb series, leaving all the homework and coursework aside - till the very last minute.

Going to work is actually my study time nowadays, its the only place where i can actually concentrate or at least get something done. Its natural when yu get stuck on homework, you ask your parents... so why does my dad has to be furious that i dont understand how to do certain things in physics or else?! Is it not partially your fault that you never cared about my school work when i was younger that you thought that im just amazing in my exams? There's no point blaming me that i dont know the basics! Cant you just bloody teach me it now?! and stop complaining about my studies! or why dont you just let me NOT go to work! LOL

omgosh! time for glee now...!

//Zxx~

SNOW!!! :D:D:D

OMG!!!! its snowing yayyyy! and even better=NO SCHOOL!!! tehee
although im missing quite a bit of revision time in school >< only just woke up iswell ¬__¬ 1pm-ish 死la~ (omg woohoo! my first chinese word in my blog, a bit of a negative word but yeh lool) i was hoping to still wake up early this morning so i could do some more artwork and impress my teacher, but i guess thats not happening *sighs* but yeh the snow isnt thick enough yet to impress me, but d雪洛在地上時,真的很美麗呀!~ (omg... that just took me a lifetime to type ¬__¬) but also, i have my exams next week!!! D: will exams still be on if you cant get to school? and im loosing so much revision time that i do in school where i can ask teachers for help! >__< and the stupid teacher hasnt even taught us D1's stupid algorithms properly, which i was hoping that i could of asked my other teacher this week! exam is next thursday! and my stats exam, need to practise so much with help in school, 天呀! 想玩死我嗎?!

anyways, i havent blogged much recently as ive been writing it all in my new diary of 2010! :D teehee! writing most of it in chinese too! oh yeah... such a good way of practicing chinese words without it being actual chinese hwk XD although my sentences doesnt quite make sense and most of it is more slang words XD it is so much easier writing than typing chinese LOL!

anyhoo, im off now to play some snow! and finally take down out xmas tree and decorations hahahaha!

ta ta for nw!
//Zxx~

New Years!

WooHOo!!! Finally the new year! 2010 here we are!

any new year resolutions?

er... maybe to stop eating snacks whenever i see food around XP
(i seem to eat non-stop biscuits and choccies at work ¬__¬ nothing to do, so i munch >__<) also... to be nice to ppl XP sorta failed already as i always talking to someone on msn and they mentioned these annoying ppl and got me started... >< but my hopes for this year? -try to be more socialable (which i means i should go out more!!! teehee) -also play less on computer, and when studying i need to CONCENTRATE. <<--very difficult XS -and hopefully learn to type chinese very fluently! =P (with mei's help ofc XD) -oh yeah... and ofc hopefully i can end up with good grades for my AS's (as my predicted grades are B but im getting Ds >.> joy...)

and yeh... so i think that's it XP

(oh yeah, did yu notice my new blog layout? hehe took me ages to decide on which panda layout to pick O.o i got another saved as my next layout too :P haha)

lots of love for the new year,,

//Zxx~