so close yet so far

It's been a long time since i last posted as some may say...

its been a busy month, been working everyday... got my results x__X then FML! LOOL 2Cs and 2Us X__X major lectured by some family friend saying stuff i already know >__> *sighs* what can i do...? i wish i could just drop out of college, drop out of stress... and just live a happy life? obvsiously no can do... i may as well try my best so i can live a better future... but the future seems so long away... why cant i be those amazingly born intelligent ppl >< GAHHHHH... As my head of year keeps saying, there is only about 4/5 weeks left in college, my art is a fail... so much to do for it, but i just dont have the effort and energy to do... physics... i dnt even wna talk about. so depressing on the bright side... there is nothing. LOL hmmm... arghh... my ex tried on me again today x__x i satisfied him by letting him piggy back me from sponsored walk LMFAO but unluckily got spanked by lesbians behind me (i.e. my frnds) LOOL and SUCH A SHAMEEEEE tht i missed one of my guy frnds in sixth form waxing his legs!!!! came into sch after break then was told his legendary waxing leg tht pleasured everyone x__x SOOOO wanted to laugh at him in the face >___< next year... i will rip the poopoo outa him!!! lool

erms... so yeah... thts all i can think of now... so ttyl!

//Zxx~